Anger Management
Oh February…. I’d like to say how much I love the “Love” month. First of all, it is my mom’s birth month. So as my sister’s too. Valentines is celebrated on this month and it’s always nice to be in love, don’t you agree?
Well, also because on this month, I have finally understood the true meaning of forgiveness. And it’s too bad that it took me three years to finally let go of the hurts someone has caused me. I for sure did miss her! You see, people tell me they admire my everlasting patience. That is so true. Because I don’t get upset easily, people always ask me what can make my patience snap. To be honest, I know when it’s time to get upset when I can feel my face as hot as Sahara desert. And when that happens, I abhors opening my mouth.
I know very well that when I open my mouth, I can be as cold as ice. So I avoid at all times getting upset. Exercising my patience can be a good game too. It’s a test of how much I can keep my glass full. But true enough, there would be times that I end up seeing my glass almost empty. And when this happens, then I shut my mouth off. Trying to divert my mind into something and or sleep. Yes, sleeping for me is therapeutic. It gives me a clearer state of mind when I wake up.
You wouldn’t want to talk to me after I get upset. But surprisingly, I was never good in arguments. So, when you hear me when I am pissed, believe me, that means you should start being invisible.
People commend me for being patient, but I’d like to say I am still a work in progress. For the few times that I lose control of my patience or when the going gets tough, I still feel that there is always an opportunity to improve on this skill. Which makes me human, by the way!
So next time you see me, don’t forget to say hi. Or you can start annoying me.
Of course, at your own risk!
