Trying to Grow my Hair
Yeah, you’ve heard it right. I am growing my hair again. After my ala Kate Holmes’ episode, this time I wanna try the Beyonce look, hahahaha…
Well, also because I need some changes. I need them like a breathe of fresh air. Last year, I got rid of all clutter in my small apartment. Gosh, it felt good to finally sleep not in the jungle, but in a safe and tidy bed. Okay, before you guys throw nasty words at me, I am not an OC if you know what I mean. I am simply the laidback, easy and free-spirited type.
And this year, after reading lotsa books about life, I am finally getting rid of my old things. From my most prized shoe collection to the chocolate wrappers I kept, I am saying goodbye to them. My current mission to get rid of “clutter’ even includes relationships that don’t work, friends who do not care like I do, tasks or job that hinders me from what I want to be. All of these, I am finally letting go.
There is courage when you make unpopular decisions but it takes more courage to accept things as they are and the things that we cannot change. I am finally trying to work around it instead of raising my arms. But there are also some things that we had to let go (this part I am very nostalgic, and my drama queen skills come very handy). I need a quiet change, so quiet that I would not even feel things have changed at all.
There is beauty in change. The one that we see is the new us. Smarter, bolder, yet kinder. I am trying to grow my hair back. For a new me. For my new fate.
Thought you might wanna see my good old glory days..
Good old glory days!
Everybody asks me if I am Chinese..
