Rant and Rave: 01-09-2009
Okay, the negative force is slowly kissing me… And to top it all, lotsa things are going on and hey, it’s just the beginning of 2009. Talking about welcoming the New Year with a big bang.
And so, well anyway, I can’t stop opening my mouth counting all the little “misfortunes” I had for 2009. Oh yes, and I am so happy to even share them in this blog:
- Career
- And so I thought this “option” would work for me. But lo and behold, I was advised my profile does not seem to match the job requirement. Ouch! That hurts! And to even think I never had a Plan B.
- Oh yeah, I think I’m gonna be stucked being an ‘Architect” all through out this year. I was trying to go back to the old industry which I think I really belong to no avail. I revert to praying that God will give me strength and courage to accept things as they are. Amen!
- Argggh!! Okay… Yong and I share the same sentiments… Damn it:P
- By the way, here’s one of my bestest friends, Beb.. Aka. Yong
2. Savings
- I was shocked to discover that I lost some moolah but clueless when and where it suddenly disappeared. I am talking about foreign currency here. ***Hint: Think about euros… or dollars:(
- I was so pissed that I ended up shopping one morning and in minutes was munching over some sick and full-caloried pasta from FB.
- I messaged Yong and told him how miserable I am. His advise???— Go and watch Wowoweeeee! Okay, that, I think would work!
3. Romance
- And there I was reading Bo Sanchez’ blog after an argument with my “Mafia”. I realized I am becoming a drama queen when I should not be. Blame it on when a woman is in love, hahaha.
- But congratulated myself because I, once again did not flare up. I ended up sleeping at 4pm quietly…… Alright, I admit, I was teary -eyed. And that’s while praying to ease the pain.
- Stop it. I know I am crazy.
4. Health
- I was forced by all means to have an Annual Physical Exam (APE) only because it’s a requirement in my current job on your birthday month. What the hell.. Hmpffff..
- The lady doctor told me something which threw me in massive panic attack. Thoughts of dying young are going crazy.
- But all that is … are yet mere suspicions. Need to be more conscious of my health next time.
But when I start to rant… all these time, I was praying. God will never give me something I cannot bear. Truly, when it rains, it pours. I’d like to think these are situations designed for me to be more careful in my decisions…. yes, that includes even when switching channels in my cable.
I will not be swayed. I have faith.. I have hope. I am strong. I am patient. I am smart.. And ehemm… I am beautiful.
And yes, I am jolly too. In fact, my last name is Molet.
