Life is what you make it.
After 3 months of being in the state of shock, disbelief and loneliness, I finally had the courage to accept things as they are and let go of the things that make me sob and cry.
Okay, it’s not love friends.. It’s true love hahahaha.. alright, I am just kidding… Actually its what they call quarter life crisis.
So here I am, doing some things alone again. These are the things I am up to these days:
- I learned how to watch movies alone
- Travel alone… Next destination: Cebu with Ken— he promised will show me around.
- Having dinner my myself over my vegetable pasta. It makes me realize how good it is to have someone share a meal with you.
- My mobile phone looks like some hairbrush to me. I look at it as if it is a stuff of the past. Sometimes I think I don’t need it anymore.
- I can go anywhere and still don’t feel bad about it..
- I am buying shoes again.. It only means I am a little stressed…. okay, maybe a little sad, hahaha.
- I becoming more obsessed in reading again. The last time I was like this was when I was still single.
- I developed a crush on Mark Anthony Fernandez…hahahaha.. Even I am surprised.
- I shall start exercising again…hopefully I can buy a nice running shoes because the one I have is size 9.. By the way, I am size 10.
This is my mantra these days: Go out.. Live life. Life is what you make it.
